I can't even remember far enough back to realize when I became so fake. At work I was simply the friendly, 25 year old supervisor, with employees underneath him much older than him, who would laugh at every joke and make sure the efficiency of his branch never dropped no matter how hard I had to work. It was just convenient that people liked me, as I avoided as much conversation as possible, but still flashed a smile and laughed at jokes, to get that good and simple positive reinforcement in their mind that made them like me. Details were also important, like how my boss obviously liked a smile that was a little... flirty. The motivation was questionable, with the money as a convenience, and I certainly didn't have a passion for digital security, it just paid well and wasn't that challenging

I exercised hard and ritualistically, with a slim, seven foot frame kept in such pristine shape I could have abs any day I felt the need, but usually kept a healthy fat layer since I was rarely shirtless anyways. Cold showers were a must, as warm showers always ended up taking ages due to the weird, soothing heat, and the cold showers kept my immune system running well. I was a naturally gifted cook, with a lovely garden where much of my inspiration came from in cooking, baking and liquor making, all for my own pleasure of course considering how boring life truly was

Despite being so fulfilled, I had never felt such a confusion about what the hell I was supposed to do from this point. I'd wake up, eat, work, exercise, cook, sit there and eat my dinner with fingertips stained by blueberries, oranges or something other that gave me a strong scent I always tried to wash off my hands. Then, with a few other tasks out of the way, it was back to bed for those ten seconds of having my eyes closed before opening them again... when would it end..?

Hey there! My names Alex, I play as this seven feet tall, handsome feline with a somewhat slim for its length, but sixteen inch shaft. What I'm looking for today is a roleplay based around a gifted young man who has slowly given up on different things in life for the sake of convenience and become rather isolated in what looks like an attempt to make a near sterile daily life with very little action, and I want to play out how this changes

Hope that idea interested you! My Telegram is Alex_Rango