As a feminist and newbie kinkster, even though I enjoy putting on my nipple clamps, figging myself, slathering toothpaste on my clit, and spanking myself, - It's so different doing it with a Man.

Suddenly the pain is unpredictable. So, as a little feminist, I put on my safeword hat and call it out.

But I want it. I want it to hurt. I want it to break me. I want to be spanked so much I start sobbing, not just crying.

My ex-FWB whipped and spanked me- It hurt. It could have been the one to break me... But he didn't OWN me. I was an independent, feminist girl who was getting spanked.

I wanted to be OWNED. Taken. Completely his property.

A MAGA Man knows that. He knows I need to be owned. To be bought. To be kidnapped and made his property.

And then spanked and whipped. A gag on my mouth so I can't safeword like an independent cunt.

I want him to know what he's doing, so he doesn't injure me long-term (how can I serve him if I'm injured?)

But then unleash his dark sadistic pain onto me. Spank, whip, flog me. Make me cry, and then sob. Break my brain. BREAK MY BRAIN. So I finally submit completely to you.

I'm YOUR property. Please enjoy whipping me, enjoy my suffering. I'm the most pretty little girl when I'm suffering for you.

Thank you, I'd say. Thank you for making this cunt your own.