(Slightly different kind of post than what's usually on here, but it still fits!)

I'm a white (trans) girl from the US, never been out of the country. Lately, I've been fantasizing about an anti-American spy slipping into my life and manipulating me for her own benefit/amusement, particularly one from a country with a rocky relationship with the US like Russia or China. She'd be able to quickly gain my trust, slowly propagandizing me against America and in favor of her home country, all while working to slowly topple my country's government. I'd learn to embrace and admire her culture, possibly even worshipping her as an icon of her people. Of course, I'd let her openly disparage the US as much as she wants, and would even be happy to join in myself.

Anyone else have similar fantasies?