The best experience would be to have a FTM of my own to call as mines forever. To use however I wish, whenever I wish. Use them during breakfast, lunch and dinner. Tasting their sweet holes constantly, turning their legs to jelly and making their minds dizzy. Then railing them good and hard till they forget their name and can only remember the name "daddy". Filling their holes up, breeding them. Pumping loads after loads until their bellies swells, having them carry daddy's babies. Not everyone's cup of tea, very much aware but it's just a fun thing to think of. How cute they would look with a swollen tummy. Outside of making them daddy's personal toy... Take them somewhere, hold their hand. Kissing them gently. Hugging them from behind and whispering how much they're loved. And when it's truly all good, getting engaged/married to them... Treating like royalty outside of bed and treating them like a personal toy in bed. That's a dream...