So I found this sub plainly out of mistake, and, I wanted to share my story, because it would probably turn you on.

Cis male (daddy type - bald, 38, glasses, charismatic, tends to take care of you) who was pretty sure of his sexuality, and gender, until he wasn't. This was a journey in my way of thinking the padt ten years. Started ehen my drug dealer decided to transition FTM. his gf at the time insisted we use male idioms to help him get used to it, although he was pretty ok with either. I told him blatantly, I'd refer yo him as a man out of respect, but I don't see him as one so it's really ridiculous . After time progressed, he started hormones, removed the breasts, and at some point my mind just went click and i just couldn't see him as a gitl anymore. That's when I changed my view.

After a year or two, I started hitting Grindr out of boredom. Never was into men, but it was attractive to talk dirty to guys I have no attraction to .tables of turned so to speak, and goddamn is it FUN to be on the uninterested side for.a change. But then, I found the trans section. One thing led to another, and a guy came to my house. We smoked a joint, started kissing, got naked.

He was pre op , chest held by binder, started hormones so giant clit/dick forming. I sucked him off a bit, we got fucking, it was hot. But, my mind still said girl, even before he took his clothes off. He asked me to hurt him during penetration and I did. It was fun, but I lost it in mid sex, because I couldn't call him a man during sex(my language has very clear genders), got stressed that I'm doing something wrong, and penis doesn't like stress.

A few months afterwards, another FTM who decided he wants to cheat on his girl(had no idea until I walked to his place and noticed the photos) invitee me over and we got busy.he was thin,post surgery, abd the ambiguity of his sexuality kept my mind busy. Aspects were screaming girl, whereas other aspects were screaming boy. Couldn't take a dick because he was nervous, so I gave him a blowjob and he kept thanking me after. We hugged, never kissed, abd I left

At this point I realized I love trans. I'm a big perv so everything turns me on. Still undecided on the smell. No FTM I got together with smelled like a guy. My drug dealer now sports a goatee, has a deeper voice(i miss his girlish voice now lol. Can't even remember it), and there's not a shred of doubt in my eyes that he is a man. But the nose isn't objecting 😅

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