I work at a juice store near chinatown with mostly asian staffs. I had a crush on one of the girls named Vanessa. Sadly i never had the balls to confess to Vanessa.

Working in here has been a torturous bliss for an asian cuck like me. Mainly because we get a lot of WM & WMAF customers. I can’t focus at work when my AF coworkers interacts with our WM customer, they always sound so cheerful and flirty compared their voice when talking to me.

It’s even worse when a WMAF couple enters and i have to serve them. I get all meek and shy when taking their orders, i make sure to be extra respectful to them. Serving them while my head is filled with fantasies of being their butler/cuck.

One day Vanessa came into work in such a good mood, i asked her why she seems so happy. My heart sanked when she told me she’s started dating a guy. She didn’t told me what ethnicity this guy is so i asked her to show me a pic. And of course it’s a handsome white guy…. I felt a sense of humiliating pleasure.

Vanessa’s boyfriend would often come to the juice bar to greet Vanessa. Its always a treat seeing them together and i try to interact with them, complimenting them. One day i was closing with Vanessa and she asked me to cover 30 mins of her shift because her BF is picking her up early for a concert.

Of course i happily obliged. Before she left with her white BF she gave me a smile and thanked me, then she walked into her bf’s car. I caught a glimpse of them kissing and laughing before driving off leaving me alone in an empty juice bar. That alone is more than enough reward for covering her shift.

I have to admit what i did after this is creepy and pathetic. I have a recording of her saying “good boy” to her dog off social media. I played her saying that on repeat and spent the rest of my shift in bliss, squirming at the thought of being useful to a WMAF couple.

I spent that night knees weak, submissive, and fantasizing about them grinding at the concert. It was a miracle i survived the rest of my shift before gooning to wmaf in the car.