Surrounded by friendly girls, I was typical sissy and virgin, listening to them complain about their boyfriends being brutal. I was glad I wasn't like that. My best friend in high school knew that I was just friends with them. I was already 18 and still a virgin, He had multiple girls already, and I was envious. I also secretly admired the size of his cock. (maybe not so secret?)

He had enough of my complaining and even though he and I have showered and such together, he said wanted to take a closer look. I was blushing and nervous at first, but he teased it and it soon was at full erection. "Can you make it any bigger" I swear he was serious. He asked me to rub it for 10 minutes but at 4 I was so close to cumming. He took his cock out, showing me how flaccid he was bigger.

I guess it was only fair, he rubbed his tip, and I watched it grow, thicker and more beautiful. I didnt touch myself but my cock was waving in approval. I was sitting at eye level with it, and was mesmerized. at 10 inches I swear it was 16, almost bonking me in the forehead. He pushed it down, telling me he has problems putting on pants with his erection, then let it go, it hit under my chin and I scrambled back. I freaked. he laughed.

my cock was instantly limp and he caught me, pushing me over the couch to pin me down, hardly the bottom half of his cock was riding the split of my ass like some heavy hot meat sausage. I don't know what that did to me, but I froze, my body moved backwards and up, onto my tippy toes in response. if I had a tongue there it would have licked the entire length.

"You know confidence is key" he whispered from behind me, sliding all 10 inches across my puckering asshole. I didnt feel him spit or anything, but the way he slowly pushed his cock up inside me, pushing my face down into the couch, it was like I was soooo ready for it, and I was. When I felt his balls tap the bottom of my ass cheeks, I couldnt believe I had swallowed the whole thing inside me.

I should have fought? told him no? but I mewed, and whimpered as he drilled me and re-arranged my guts. I was dizzy, hungry, thirsty and so full all at once. "tell me you love it" he whispered, "tell me you need it" he dared. I had zero reason to argue.

He shoved me off his cock and laughed at me - "You see, with confidence you can take over your partners own thoughts and turn them into a little bitch", he sat down, rubbing his cock. I sat, exhausted, beside him, not even acknowledging how clean his cock was after drilling into me like that.

Of course, he was right, it worked with me too. a couple years later I was at another friends birthday party and put a friend of a friend on my lap like it was no big deal, she was my plaything after I manhandled her, for over 2 yrs. Change my life.

I've always enjoyed cock, always am a devout sissy, but there are times, evil times, when I sit beside a Lady who doesn't know me, and I push it. I dominate her and lead her into my bed. I don't respect these girls, they are just as air headed and out of control as I was. I fuck the shit out of them, and discard them. The dance isnt a challenge anymore, but the desire to wed one isnt either.

And yes, it works for men too. 99/100 I'm a bottom, but a couple times I've met a young man with a bubble butt, and I just have to taste. Even arguing with me, if I grab them during said argument, they will ride my cock all night if I let them. I give the girls a gentle rebuff and never hurt them, but with guys, especially sissy's like me, I am brutal. They go home with a red ass and the dryest dirtiest fuck they ever had. They never call me and I'm just fine with that. Been on both sides of that now makes more sense.

But I am more often alone, rubbing one out, knowing that all it takes is a little confidence and anyone can turn me into a wet puddle. I guess the new challenge is to say no? hahahaha, not bloody likely.

I wasn't sure to put it here, but I am forever in the friend zone. 9 yrs chaste now, most friendly ex-gf's and long time female friends are happy and supportive that I locked it up. I never make a relationship work if I push it past friends, and honestly, I think I'm ok with it. I'm not that dog anymore, but I know how easy it is, for men and women. I guess consent and wokeness might put a kybosh on this kind of behavior, but there is a limit before passions make someone do something crazy. I've made friends pushing that limit, and hate myself for slipping, but not regretting the outcome.