I wouldn’t say I’m a jealous person, but I can be envious because I don’t want to take away what someone else has but I would like to have the same thing. Especially when I see some of my closest friends get their way in things that I just don’t get how it could work out for them because they were in the wrong but they always seem to get their way. Or it’s like they complain about things that are similar to what I complain about but then they get the things they complain about, and still complain about it to me and I’m like what. It’s just annoying seeing them do things and have relationships and stuff and I’m just like damn also seeing how they are with people and like it makes me think are we only friends because it’s convenient and it’s like worked out for us because I see you spreading yourself something for these random bitches, but I never really felt that way from you often.