i’m so lonely, and feel so left out of everything.. i have amazing friends, but i’m at the point in my life where they’re all married/have kids, and then there’s me.. single.

i’ve tried all the dating sites, to no avail. all i really want is someone to spend time with and share things with, and it seems all anyone else really wants is to “hit it and quit it”, so to speak. and that’s great, but i want more than that.. (sorry, i just need to vent).

it just hurts to see people hanging out and not be included, or to always have to reach out if i want to do anything with anyone. it’s exhausting, on top of always putting on the face that i’m ok. i’m just putting all my energy towards the wrong things, i guess. it’s to the point where part of me wants to ask some of the people i consider friends if we’re even friends, but that seems pathetic.. i just want to be wanted, y’know? anyway, thanks for reading.