When I was 16 I joined the canandian infantry reserves, served for a couple years but never deployed and our budget cuts were so bad I got out at 18 instead of going reg force (what soldier wants to get told to yell bang bang because we couldn't afford blank rounds)

I'm now 28, an electrician and absolutely miserable in civilian life. I still follow military culture like I'm still in, and do military esque PT, I always dwell on joining the FFL or ukrainian legion, I feel like I have no purpose but I had the feeling of purpose when I was serving.

Will joining the legion make me any happier? I really want to join but at the same time I don't want to make a huge mistake because I'm searching for the wrong thing. I don't really have loved ones, I don't have a life here in Canada, does the legion really have what in looking for or am I making shit up in my head in the pursuit of happiness, or atleast being content.