So i’ve been in creative one hour every day just freebuilding, practicing new high ground retakes and also playing raiders piece control map a lot ..

All this requires lots of thinking, failing, etc .. and i feel like this really affects my games in pubs .. like whenever im fighting someone right now i try to piece control them and make smart plays but i end up miserably failing .. it frustrated me a lot.. i just ragequit and really consider quitting the game. I’m just not good at fighting 1vs1 .. my rotates are great, my aim is good.. but building and fighting under pressure is just dogshit.. i hate it. Been playing the game for 3 years and i still get killed like a bot.