I know it isn't healthy to want someone to "complete you", or to rely on as an emotional support, or to do things like socialize for you. But I'm in this subreddit, it's not like it'd be able to get a relationship in the first place, so it isn't even worth thinking about if it'd be healthy. And they're both for the same reason, I'm fundamentally broken in a way that makes relationships impossible. I'm too scared to socialize offline, and I don't have the looks or charisma to manage one online; and that's exactly why I'd want someone to fill those gaps, to fix me. But the fact that I need fixing in the first place is exactly why I'll never find someone who could. Talk about a double-whammy