I'm starting to think im undesirable, attractive, and just not likable. I've been on these subreddits for years and nothing. Im convinced guys only want sexy girls who wear makeup and opened to sex. I'm gonna try again to see if any one has an interest in cute girls, who don't wear alot of makeup. Who are introverted, and shy and creative.

Things about me:

Im demisexual: i would like to not be in a relationship that is built on sex. I have severe sexual trauma and woukd like someone that won't pressure me into sex or to have it often. I can only have it IF my partner is patient and i feel loved and taken care of and if I trust my partner and is comfortable with them and know them. And please do not just be nice to me just to get sex. I want someone that will love me for me and not what i can provide.

Im creative: i crochet, garden, draw digitally and traditionally, read, and play video games(Animal Crossing, Sonic, Mario, Pokemon)

Im a pastelly: i absolutely love the cute aesthetic, i have a few outfits that fit the pink cute aesthetic.

Im pro choice: I would prefer my partner to be pro choice as well. Just to make sure my safety is taken into account.

Im spiritual(crystals,tarot, psychic gifts) : i would prefer my partner to not be religious(christian, catholic, etc) again for safety purposes and im very passionate about it.

Im a little/age regressor: If you do not know what this means please do research beforehand or look at my profile and you should learn more about that side of me. I do prefer my partner be a cg or dont mind being a cg

Things about you:

Your 20-27

You either live in cali or in neighboring states and plan to meet in person if things were to get serious

Your kind, sweet, and exhibit golden retreiever energy

Your either demisexual or respect your partner may not want sex all the time. And you value quality time together over the act itself

Tell me about yourself: ive had to tell guys about myself so much its exhausting. Of course im gonna still do it otherwise we would be complete strangers to eachother. The exhausting part is when they dont say much about themselves. I have to yank information about them from them and it shouldnt be that way.

Please tell me about yourself so your not a complete stranger to me otherwise of course we are not gonna connect. I dont want to be the only one putting in work so your gonna have to put in work too please cuz again its exhausting😩

You like alt/pastel fashion

Your romatic: im kinda cliche but i love romantic gestures. Probably because a guy has never done them for me 💔 i wish i had someone that does the cute stuff the couples do on tik tok for eachother

Your emotionally available: i talked to guys that will come to me when they were down but when i needed them they would be not around. Please be present and available!!! I have feelings too and would like for them to be taken into consideration to.

Also when things get hard dont just leave. As a couple is supposed to be able to lean on eachother when times like this happen. Ive ran into people that find one minor inconvienece and just decides to end it all. And honestly its made my anxiety so bad if i do find out they are struggling with anything because i feel like theyll just leave and it makes me sad.

Be able to provide reassurance if i feel something isnt right: the tab above kinda explains this

You play either Animal crossing or minecraft so we can play together

You like clowns cuz i love them to death lol

Your spiritual: it would be nice if you are spiritual too. Then we can bond over that as well.

Anyways hope there are still some good hearted guys on here that wants a dream girl that isnt a literal instagram model anyways hope to talk to you soon and if nothing comes from this post i may or may not leave reddit entirely🥲💔