Hi my name is victor 25 from Sweden. My birthday was the 14. My only friends are on Xbox. Or so I thought. None of them reached out.... I send them texts and even voice recordings with a happy birthday. And what did I get back? Absolutely nothing. And that is how it usually goes both friends and dating. I give them my all and get nothing or minimum back.... I'm so done.

And I'm honestly not sure if this is a good idea. Reddit and Tinder has caused me a lot of pain. But Reddit has given me one good friend so I have mixed feelings for posting again. girls on tinder all end up ignoring me. And no I'm not a creep. I respect people to much. But every Time I tell my story I get ignored 😔. Part of it is at the end here. Let's be honest I'm really lonely and I get almost no matches on tinder and I do they all ignore me. No, I'm not matcho and I can't “ play the game “ so am I going to Be lonely forever? It honestly feel I'm going to. And last time my match deleted me after my first message “ hope you have had a fantastic start to the week “ that was apparently wrong. Doesn't matter what I write it's a block. So yeah I'm down right now. All I want is to have someone to care about and that she cares for me too. morning texts, if she had a difficult day send her some nice words to make her smile. So I guess that's what I'm looking for here ☺️

I have hydrosefalus. It has to do with the water that protects the brain. It's constantly changing. But my water didn't disappear they wey it should. So I have a small pump whit a small plastic tube implanted. And when everything works as it should. I'm normal. Sadly it malfunctioned so I ended up having six surgeries in one year 5 years ago. And because of that I now have brain tiredness. And that changes my whole life. I have to meditate every 2 -3 hours, I can only walk 200-300m now after a big setback, I can't be in a large group of people. And if a push too much I risk collapsing. And for the past 5 years, I have had so many setbacks. A half a year ago I was up on 700m two times a day. Now it's only 200-300m two times a day. And now I have covid as well so my life is going great 😂 I'm looking forward hearing from you ❤️❤️

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