Hey everyone. I was hoping I wouldn't have to come back searching again but I guess I gotta :')

I have a real name but I prefer Alex or Lexi or Alexis. I'm a femboy who's still on their way to look as feminine as possible due to emotional problems but I am told that I look cute!

I'm 5'11" with brown hair, brown eyes, average build and weight (trying to be as skinny as possible). My interests mainly revolve around video games, music, singing, and helping others as much as possible. I'm also extremely EXTREMELY shy. I get flustered over the smallest things so making me cower in embarrassment while making a cute little yelping sound is quite easy to do. I also like dark humor but if that's not your thing I'll do my best to keep it back! But it's a huge preference. Also in terms of the more NSFW side: I SUCK at talking about it but if you ask me I'll most likely talk about whatever you ask. The only thing I will say is I have a super wholesome side and a really twisted side

What I'm looking for? My preferences are mainly skinny, muscular/fit, and thicc figures but it's not exactly a deal breaker if you're not those. I also would really love someone who would call me nice things like prince/princess, good boy/girl and stuff like that. Basically, just act like a caring mother to me. Because mine, while she did try her best, didn't... Really do too well at it. Also obviously I would like if you were into games as well ^{·^} BONUS POINTS IF YOU'RE GOTH CUZ YEAH OBVIOUSLY.

Now... Just to get this out of the way...

I have depression. Like... Really bad depression. I need a lot of recognition and validation. Yes I see a therapist but he can only do so much. Just please understand what you're getting into before talking to me. The last thing I need is more trauma regarding my abandonment issues. Please for the love of god do not ghost me without a trace. I am an extremely understanding person and will gladly be okay with an appropriate "this isn't gonna work" talk. If I don't end up being the one you want please let me know. Leaving me with no words breaks me to no end and it just cripples my social skills more than they already are. If my need for attention is too much Tell me Communication Is Key. I may feel sad in the moment yeah But it will be MUCH better than me going through another few weeks of trauma. If you must know what I go through, check my profile for my posts.

Now that you know that: Hopefully I didn't scare anyone off. Please feel free to DM