It's not a big ask, is it?

What a dumpster fire of a year. What's that? Do I mean 2020 or 2021? Yes. Yes I do. I suppose the first thing on the list of qualities I'll be looking for is someone not afraid to admit that. I don't need someone who's just a consistent flat cheery mood. I want someone real. Though I suppose the ACTUAL first thing I'm looking for is not men (Jesus Christ guys the post say F4F your lack of respect winning personality isn't going to change my sexuality).

Ahem. Now that I've got that out of the way. Hi there. How are you? Lovely evening, right? Spoiler alert: I'm awkward and normal people find me boring.

I obviously didn't have a plan for this post. Just kind of word vomit that I hope someone finds charming or relatable.

SO. Isolation. Loneliness. Even for a proud hermit-introvert like me it's beginning to really take it's toll. I want a person in my life. Like a person that is kind of like my person? Not possessively. Just like...Cares. And to care about. Serious things, light-hearted things. Fears and memes. Maybe some flirting? Affection would be nice, amirite?!?!

Oh. Uh. I'm a mtf transgender person. Sorry for wasting your time if you got to this line only to be disappointed. I'm fairly early on (don't sound "femme" don't present every day etc). This is me, and I'm proud of the progress I've made so far.

I'm geeky. I always use that as my first descriptor as if that really means anything. I'm quirky. I like games, they are my way to socialize while the anxiety wears off. I like cartoons/anime. Technology. I'm kind of a big kid; 35 sounds way too old for how I feel most days. I'm artistic, and creative. Laid back, open minded. I don't like to take life too seriously, but I also have a lifetime of experience with depression and anxiety. I love animals. I have a super fluffy cat and lots of pictures of him (yes, this is a bribe. Take it). I want to get a dog soon. I love to cook. And uh...I watch a lot of youtube?

There you go. There's a blob of words that sort of scratches the surface of this thing that is me.

I want to know you. Yes you. The people who are still reading. Age isn't important as long as we're both adults. Don't be like "Well I don't know if we'll get along" Let's find out! Don't let anxiety hold you back if you're worried. Laugh about it! Don't think I'll be too busy with other replies because I guarantee I won't. And don't let the fact that I'm weird and this whole post was kind of aimless and...Well, that's actually fair.