Which brings me here, because I am infinitely more charismatic online than I am in person.

I just want/need one friend I can be my true self with, give it everything I've got and feel like that's enough. I get a lot of anxiety and some depression, so I'd preferably like someone who at least knows how that feels. I'm horrible at pitching myself. I'm terrible at small talk but I thrive with deep, meaningful conversations. I'm naturally inquisitive and caring sometimes to a fault. I'm one of he least judgmental people you will ever meet and I have a lot of patience. I'm looking for someone who is willing to give me the same.

Age or whatever doesn't bother me. I tend to get along with people younger than me though. I don't relate to anyone that's my age, as I don't have a job, girlfriend/boyfriend or my college degree yet and I feel kind of lost. Everyone around me is either in a long term relationship or starting their career and I feel somewhat left behind.

As far as my interests go, I really love gaming/esports, so anyone that can/will talk about that stuff is a bonus! I play and watch LoL and Final Fantasy XIV a lot, and anything on PS4. I'm also really starting to get into politics/history, so it would be awesome to have a reading buddy for some interesting books on the subjects, though I'm an awfully slow reader. I also mostly listen to pop punk, 90s alternative and stuff of that nature, but my musical tastes are all over and I love listening to new music. That's just a little about me, anything else feel free to ask. I'm an open book and I hope you are too!

This was just a huge ramble, sorry. Thank you to anyone who got through all that, and I hope to hear from someone soon :)