tldr - Gentle, corny, silly guy with a sadistic side, looking for my partner to take care of, cherish, and create a special bond. I'm in Texas, I prefer in person, but I'm open to online as long as we can eventually meet in person

How to start? Cowboy back in Texas after discovering I prefer the hot weather. I do not do well in the snow. It's good for a while, but it's just not for me. What I'm looking for is forever. What I want will take a lot of time, I'm on the search for my soulmate, nothing less. Love at first sight isn't a real thing, and I'm not looking to accidentally fall in love. No, I want to walk aggressively towards love for you. I want it on purpose, with purpose. I want someone to be corny with cheesy together. A partner with soulmate and best friends vibes, the irreplaceable kind of vibes you think about all day. A crush that never goes away, flirting throughout our years together, with butterflies in our tummies while we face everything together. I want to be the reason you smile everyday. I want to care about your mental health and support your dreams. I want to make you laugh at my stupid jokes. I want us to be happy, and focus on just you and me. Look at me rambling, this is something I daydream about often, I could keep going and going. I know what I'm looking for sounds like a lot, but it's not impossible. I'm not looking for a perfect person, I know I'm certainly not. We all have our flaws. But who cares about perfection? Even the moon isn't perfect, it's full of craters. The sea is incredibly beautiful but salty and dark in depths. The sky is always infinite, but often cloudy. So everything that is beautiful isn't perfect, it's special. Everyone is special to someone, and I'm looking for my special someone. Don't try to be someone else or perfect, be yourself, be free and let's see how everything goes organically.

Everyone has their own tastes, and to be completely honest, my ideal partner would be silly, kind, curious, and clingy (I like double texts, phone calls, good morning and good night texts, I like knowing someone cares. I like knowing they try) I'm someone who needs to feel useful to my partner, I'd like to provide comfort where I can, or solutions when I'm able to. I want someone who can communicate their feelings, and doesn't run away from them. Escaping the situation doesn't heal anything, all healing comes from confrontation. I dont want to wake up one day, and realize we're just lying to each other about how we feel. If your feelings change, just let me know so we can fix it or end it. I'm looking for genuine feelings, genuine honesty, and genuine chemistry. If we have a real connection, I want to get to know you on a deep and personal level. I don't care if you're feeling insecure or you're traumatized. I want you to be yourself around me. I want you to feel comfortable letting your walls down. You shouldn't have to minimize yourself. I want you to feel worthy of unconditional love. Love isn't just the good days and easy, it's the sick days, grumpy days, and sad days too. Even when it gets too difficult, I may not be able to help you through everything, but I can always love you through everything. We all deserve a partner that isn't afraid to hurt other irrelevant people's feelings to protect yours.

I know what I'm looking for is going to take time. I'm willing to put in the time, because this is going to be the person I'm going to spend the rest of my life will. If we talk and down the line we find out it's not something that can be long term, that's okay. I'd rather start over than wake up 10 years from now, walking on eggshells and begging to be treated right. I'm not saying I'm not going to hurt you, it's impossible not to hurt someone. People unconsciously hurt others simply by existing. Whether you're alive or dead, you're going to hurt someone. Getting involved might hurt, but trying not to get involved might hurt too. What really matters, is the effort we put in, our intentions, and how we deal with problems. I want us to be able to say "I'm willing to work on it" instead of "that's just how I am". There's a difference between a person who hurts you by making a mistake, and a person who hurts you by continuing a pattern. Mistakes can be forgiven. Patterns should be broken.

I'd like to consider myself a silly, loving, caring partner. I want to be able to make a positive impact in your life and make you feel loved. Although, I'm still a stranger as of now, so how about you stop reading, send me a message and get to know me. Find out for yourself, and let's see how well we connect. As long as this post is still up, I'm still looking. I hope to hear from you soon.