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I recently moved to a new city and started a new job and it’s been rough. This followed years of depression, an incredibly toxic/abusive relationship, and some self esteem issues. Lately, I’m finding myself reverting back into bad habits where I just go to work and sleep.
A lot of days recently, I haven’t even wanted to get out of bed. I’ve tried therapy and that doesn’t help. I don’t like talking about my trauma & even when I do, no one seems to understand why its impacted me as much and as hard as it has. I think at this point I just need some kind of companionship and encouragement.
I’m not opposed to this becoming a relationship although I don’t know if my current mental state would make me the best partner right now. I think that would take time and a lot of trust would need to build. I’m hoping to find someone nurturing & kind, or maybe someone in a similar headspace that needs the same support from me.
About me: my music tastes lately have narrowed to almost exclusively Sabrina Carpenter, Chappell Roan, and Taylor Swift, but that’s just my current fixation, it’ll broaden eventually. I drink socially and am 420 friendly. When I’m not in my depression bubble, I love walking downtown, shopping, mexican restaurants, and occasionally clubbing/dancing. I live alone, have a decent career, and own a car. Physically, I’m white, brunette, and a thicker girl, esp lately due to getting almost no activity. That fluctuates a lot. Happy to send pics if you do.
Local to North Carolina is ideal because I think it’d be great to get out of my house, but I’m not opposed to online if you’re at least in the US or close enough to meet irl eventually.
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