I don’t know where you are right now. It could be India, California or a small town in Italy, but wherever you are, I have been meaning to say some things to you.

I have waited for you, ever since teenage I had this hollow space in my heart and I so desperately wanted to fill it with love. I tried for a very long time, expecting that a boy would magically appear and fix me.

Sooner than later I realized only I could fix myself. Darling, I have worked so hard to be the person I am today. I promise. I have fixed myself and I have become the best version of myself yet.

I wonder what you would be doing right now. If you are asleep, reading a book or playing with your dog. I hope you know that I have been praying God to take care of you every single day.

I hope you will be kind and patient with me. I hope you try to understand me and love me.

I will make sure you I am the most loving and sincere partner to you. I will take care of you and respect you and your family. I will make sure we achieve all our goals and keep growing stronger together.

If you are reading this and if this is something you want, please only message me if you are genuinely interested in getting to know me and being in a relationship.

As for my body type, I am currently chubby. I am on a calorie deficit. I exercise too. It will take me a few months until I reach my goal weight. If you have any issues with my current body type, kindly do not message me.

As for my hobbies, I love cooking and I plan on starting a blog of easy weight loss recipes. (I am vegetarian, not vegan. Please read about the difference before coming at me.) I also love swimming and reading poetry. After a long day, you could find me making detailed and intricate mandalas or painting.

As for you, I hope you are someone who has big dreams and works hard to achieve them. I am serious about my career and I hope so are you.

I expect you to be older than I am. (Guys younger to me, please don’t bother messaging me. I know you are awesome, I just want someone older to me.) I also expect you to be taller than 5’8”. (I am 5’5” in case you were wondering)

Please try putting in some efforts drafting your first message to me. Tell me about you, make it a little interesting. Also, don’t use ChatGPT. I will while reading it that you did not write it.

If you have made it this far, have a wonderful evening/night/day.

See you.