I miss falling in love with someone. I miss the moments where we get excited from getting to know each other. Knowing our favourite foods, our ideal dates, where we would go on 3am drives, or gaze up at the sky and wonder about all the "what ifs" and "if evers". I miss melting. Melting from the words that are barely spoken other than by lovers in secret. I miss the teasing, the butterflies. I miss making someone smile and making them look forward to their day. I miss smiling for someone, I miss laughing with someone. I miss the banter, the adventures, the dumb humor that comes out once we get to know each other to the core. The inside jokes we end up making, the dumb safe words, the lessons we end up learning together and the growth. God, I miss the growth that comes from a different perspective. A different soul. And I have friends and loved ones who offer life lessons, but it's so different with someone that makes your heart beat with even more purpose. I miss being vulnerable. To open my heart to someone and find that kind of comfort that varies with each and every person. I miss opening my arms to welcome someone home. To be someone's home. I miss the affection, the intimacy, the neediness and the passion. That heat that someone brings the moment you hear their voice. Just. Shivers.

Maybe I'm just touch starved. Maybe I'm starving for more than that. I wonder if you can fill that hunger? The same kind that you have? I'd love to know your own cravings.

I stand at 5'5", tan skin, black curly hair, and I put my heart on my sleeve. I'm plus size due to a hormonal condition (which also gets me sick often), but I have been exercising and keeping healthy and honestly, been seeing results. We can trade pictures if you'd like. Humor is the way to my heart and is also my developed coping mechanism. I'm very much an introvert, but would love to go out and work at coffee shops or parks if the weather is right. A lot of friends see me as a mom, which, I'm not sure how to take that, but I'll put that out there, I guess. Other than that, total dweeb. I watch a bit of anime and some shows. Anything thriller/horror/mystery/suspense brings me joy and hilarious reactions if there are jumpscares. I'm also willing to relocate for the right person.

Be you. Be someone kind and considerate. Someone who is patient and understanding. If you're within the age range of 27-33, that would be wonderful. I will not be entertaining anyone outside of that.

Small bonus: Let me know what music you've been getting into lately! Or a show, or a game. Would love to broaden horizons. I also weirdly have a thing for hands? So if you have nice hands, well, expect a lot of hand holding. I find black men and men with beards to be very charming, but I'm very much open.

And hey, thanks for checking this out.