Do you ever feel hopeless? I’ve reached a point where I’m so depressed and lonely that I’ve let just about every possible vice take over… from pain killers to food to sex to gambling, and everything in between… to avoid having to be alone with myself and my thoughts. I’m tired of ruining my life.

I went through some terrible trauma at the end of 2022 and now I’m just desperate to feel like a normal person again. Let’s go out on a date and just vibe, maybe nothing comes of it, or maybe we meet out soulmate.

Ideally, I want someone who helps me get healthy, mentally and physically & lets me support them in doing the same.

About me (the inside): I’m an empath & incredibly sweet/sensitive. I like therapeutic activities like coloring, baking, going for walks when the weather is nice. I tend to match the people I’m around - sometimes I enjoy dancing and going to bars, other times I like staying in bed all day and scrolling tiktok or cuddling with my dog. I have a sense of humor and don’t get offended easily (yes, I also find it hilarious that reddit gave me the username “Huge Rub.”) I love music, and I’m a mega Swiftie… also love Drake, The Weeknd, Post Malone, Lana del Rey, Sabrina Carpenter, Nirvana, Morgan Wallen… clearly a little bit of everything. I work full time, have a graduate degree, have a good career, my own car, hopefully buying a home in the next 2 years… but i have mid/low credit & am in a debt solution program at the moment due to poor financial decisions.

About me, physically: Brown hair, blue eyes, white, a bit overweight from eating my feelings, 5’8. I generally take care of my appearance, get my nails done, hair done, shower daily, take care of my teeth, clear skin, dress well, etc. but there’s the occasional depression spell that makes me start neglecting myself and I need someone who can understand that struggle and motivate me out of it.

I don’t really have criteria for what I’m looking for. I just want a good man who understands me and doesn’t judge me for my past/current struggles. Fingers crossed that you’re out there somewhere.