Hello,

Want to toss my hat in the ring and hope for the best in connecting with someone I want to place my whole heart to(sounds cliche and cheesy, but let me roll with it!).

My name is Juan(generic as it's finest) and I'm 32M, living around Texas, mostly in the southern part. I have thoughts in relocating, with the job I'm occupying, and hoping it can expand and I can move with their pace and finally have a reason to leave this state. Oh, I'm a Security Officer(Night/Grave shifts).

•Physical description:

Well, I have a pic in my profile, but I would place my basic physique description here; 6ft/Hispanic(Mexican/Armenian)/Black long hair/No Tattoos(sadly, but really want to get one with my own design)/bulky-average body type(a working progress with keto and resistance/weight training)/medium-short beard.

•What I'm looking for:

I'm actually looking for something permanent, so I'm very selective. With this said, I am wanting to slow burn that progress and hopefully get to know eachother until that connection becomes like a jigsaw puzzle easily fitting in that gaping hole that's been waiting to be fulfilled. Preferences? Oh, that word where it will dwindle my chance to even get a message from anyone. Well, age, for me, does matter. 21 to 30. Someone who is feminine, but can hold her own. Nuanced and open minded, but also have a voice of her own. Oh, and really don't have a filter or get offended over words and offensive talk. I get it, it's a Political Correctness(PC) age and if you are in the Right, get avoided, blah blah blah... I'm sadly moderate/Independent, and to be frank, both sides are radically immature. Everyone has an opinion or has some opinion on things and I think we are.in the age where opinions and perspectives will always change throughout the years. What I'm getting at is; I don't want a close-minded person who can not look at the other person's lens. You can keep your ideologies and such with you and still be insightful in learning why they have that other views. Like I said, the crowd will dwindle when they read this, because everyone needs to be in the same spectrum, and to be honest, I think it's boring. I like either being challenged or being shown a different view. Sometimes I will learn something new or I can be convinced with proper logic and reasoning. (That's last bit was long, railed off from the tracks, but necessary.)

•Hobbies:

Well, I really want to go back to my art stuff, doing graffiti or my Eldritch-abstract art or writing and lyrics. Maybe even going back to making music tracks, but for the time being, my mental inclarity pretty much keep me blocked from going back, along with my self esteem due to previous lack of support of what I did. As for the moment, it's mostly Music discovery, Gaming, and getting better intuned to my exercising lifestyle. Basically trying to better my mental health to see if I can clear that blockage I had for AGES.

•Games I'm into: Mostly Rpg/survival and crafting/Co-Op. I really suck at FPS and PvP. I am okay with Team Based and it's only because of one genre; MOBA. I'm always the Tank/Support/Guardian role. Tried the other roles, and I fail. I just have a "cautious" and "pre-emptive alertness" mentality that I can not go in with a Glass Canon build.

•Conclusion:

So, I think I covered just a little bit of myself and what I am wanting in a person(maybe too vague, but it's to see who are interested with ideas that I think or have, as well).

Oh, I really wanna say this; please don't say you want someone to keep up with a conversation, but I have to really make an effort to respond and add my thoughts in these replies just to get, "oh, okay". What can you do with that? What response can you make from that? Just a rant and a heads up. I really want the effort to show if I'm gonna put my effort in as well.