Hi there this might be a bit long lol. I appreciate you reading it all :)

As long as this post is up you can message me, doesn’t matter if weeks or months later

What I’m Looking For:

I’m looking for other women to make a connection with, and hopefully become something serious and last forever :) I want someone I can give all of me to and share my life with. I can talk to you about anything, and just fully be myself with and don’t have to hold anything back. And get the same in return, all of you. I’ve always dreamed of being fully known and understood by someone. Someone loving me for me. I have a world of love to give and want someone I can shower in it. I’m a hopeless romantic, after everything I’ve been through I still choose to believe true love is real and I’ll have it one day.

Marri age is definitely something I want in the next few years. So message if you’re sure looking for something serious.

Do not message me if you ever ghost people If you’re not feeling it I would appreciate you telling me.

A little bit about me.

I’m a INTJ 5w4, and personality wise, I’m like 2 different people lol. Emotional and logical. I can be really sweet and wholesome. Supportive, the kind of person that will always be there for you. I’m also extremely affectionate both physically and with words. I’ll always talk about how much you mean to me :) But I also can be a quite overly logical jerk lol. Best of both worlds I guess lol. When I’m comfortable I can be really goofy and loud, and give crackhead energy lol, but in the beginning I’m really quiet and reserved. I try to be positive and nonjudgmental, while also being very strongly opinionated XD.

I’m a contradiction but I love that about myself lol. You shouldn’t message me if you’re easily scared away, I am a pretty eccentric person generally lol

Important tidbits. * I have a huge fear of abandonment and anxious attachment style. * I am obsessive and clingy when I fall for someone. (Not in a crazy way) lol * I am left leaning on most things. * Strictly Monogamous * Agnostic atheist. * I have BPD, can talk about what that entails * I currently work in pharmacy, but I’m going back to school now for accounting.

Looks wise: I’m black, 5’2, very masc presenting, I have a short haircut. I’m questioning being non binary tbh. I am def on the plus side, but definitely not like huge lol and currently losing weight as well :)

Interests: Gaming, true crime docs, horror/thriller movies, I like all kinds of music. Particularly R&B, rock, and Kpop lol. I watch a lot of YouTube and tiktok. I’m kind of huge homebody lol,wanting to get out more and have new experiences.

Who I’m Looking For:

Looks don’t matter much to me. However I am into fem women or androgynous/neutral vibes just no masc 4 masc I’m sorry lol.

Personality wise: I like a lot of different personalities. Just as long as you’re not a narcissist or other kind of toxic hit me up lol. I definitely like mean girls too, but it can go a bit too far XD. Few important things though is, finding someone who can be patient and understanding regarding my fear of abandonment and BPD. Someone that is also pretty affectionate. I am pretty introverted, so if you’re (super)extroverted probably won’t be a fit. But I definitely like someone a bit more extroverted than me and can get me out more because i am a homebody lol. We can also be homebodies together though. I also really value a someone who has a good emotional and logical side as well. I think it’s important to have both.

Age 20 to 35. I am from Chicago in the US, but I would love to talk to women from anywhere because relocation is something I definitely want lol. It would have to be a more liberal place though. Basically I’m open to relocate anywhere gay mar riage is legal lol

That’s it. If you’re interested please message me a little about you :) if you read everything please say the word apple in your message.