hiii I'm looking for something longterm filled with lots of communication, patience, understanding, and growing together! I'm non binary/transfem on hrt (sorry for any spelling errors)

Does it really need to be more complicated than laying together in a dim room listening to music just enjoying eachothers existence?

I love nature and flowers and bees and frogs. I love all things horror and I'm very into bands like bmth and sad music, its comforting! I also play games(pc). Can we go on walks through forests and hold hands the ENTIRE time ❤️ pls also aquarium dates also cloudwatching draw what we see dates also zoo dates also discord movie/tv show dates also sitting not doing anything but relaxing around eachother doing our own thing dates also also also c:

Intense love ✅️ Golden retriever energy but black cat to everyone else ✅️ Mentally sane✅️ Undying loyalty ✅️ Folds at any affection✅️ Neglected growing up✅️

I've spent so much effort to bring these things to a healthy level and am always working on them ofcourse. If those things scare you away we wouldn't have clicked anyways. That's why I wanna put it all out there right away. I'm looking for something that feels magical, a connection on a level deeper than words can describe.

I struggle talking to Cis men/brash people and get anxiety where I cannot feel comfortable if that is you please don't reach out to me :c I'm sorry it's a cptsd thing plus I have a really soft voice and usually they talk over me :c I find it easiest to mesh well with some trans people and mostly NB/cis women I'm also open to talking to transmasc ppl c:

Anyways

I dream of being a beekeeper one day maybe and if not that, I'd make a lovely housewife 😌 realistically I plan to go to nursing school soon. I really wanna learn about you and all your hobbies and quirks! Please tell me all about them imma love if you're passionate when you talk ☺️ imma try bracelet making(few days), I like self reflection and just thinking about existence.

I'm self aware, calm, understanding, patient. Im good at communicating and voicing my needs and wants. My love languages are words of affirmation and physical touch. I fluster easy and love being teased. I have spent alot of time learning how to handle and understand emotions. If you're still working on that or need help I can probably help! I have the patience and understanding needed to date a fellow mentally ill person or non neurotypical person.

I wanna grow with you and truly learn everything about eachother. I want to be best friends. I'm the type who only really needs one good person in their life. Im like kinda clingy? But like the fun kind not toxic, im loyal to a fault. Unless you push me away im sure we can work together and communicate through whatever may arise. Oh I'm also purely monogamous. I also do not want kids.

I'm very open to long distance aslong as our Timezones align decently

I'm 5'5 with longggg hair past my shoulders that I love and it's pretty c: I am on hrt as of a month ago and have been questioning my identity for a while. i identify as a guy irl mainly out of convenience and fear because its what ive always been but I AM ON HRT and my friends know me as trans and family knows me as non binary wanting to be "more fem" they wouldnt support me if i told them the truth. i dont really associate with anything and just want to look as fem as i can and one day "be a girl" by societal standards. I am just me, which is weird to say since I don't currently feel attachment to any name lol.

Its extremely complicated and confusing.

If you're comfy send a pic of yourself and I'll send one back when I message you! Also can you maybe put a 🐝 emoji somewhere so I know you actually read my post c:

I'm not for many people but the type I am for im REALLY for.

If you think we could click I'd love to hear from you ❤️