Hey all. My name's Alex, Alexis, or Lexi depending on how I feel. I'm an AuDHD gender-fluid person who just wants something real. I have gone quite a while being okay with being seen as an object but I'm getting somewhat sick of it and I want someone to be friends with and work up into an actual relationship.

I'm AMAB but I lean much more towards my femme side, and I am currently taking estrogen. That being said either He/Him or She/Her pronouns work though I prefer one over the other at times. I enjoy videogames, music, singing, and infodumping about hyperfixations I have. What I'm mainly looking for is preferably near me in both distance and age. A cute and confident girl who's willing to help make me pretty and one who will stay with me every step of the journey I'm taking. While it's not a requirement I would like someone who's adept in gothic styles as I would really like to replicate it one day. Also if you do like videogames as well it would be especially great if you played on PlayStation or switch at all!

As a side note I will say I am a very difficult to approach person, especially when a potential relationship starts off online. I may seem distant and/or not interested but if you're able to get through to me I will most likely be very VERY clingy. I am the type of texter who almost always replies immediately if not 10 minutes after and I'm also much less formal when it comes to texting, typically going with my usual "uwu im a cute boygirl princess" thing

Honestly I'm not sure what else to put here. I'm very open minded so please feel free to ask questions if you have any. Also PLEASE DO NOT JUST DM ME WITH "hi". I don't know how to respond to that. Please put effort in. Also, if for any reason it occurs to you that I won't be a good match for you tell me. Please just be open and communicate to me. I have a lot of trauma via being abandoned so please please please talk things out with me it will make me feel so much better.

I hope you all have a nice night!