Trust me I really have. I remember how we first met, a quick meetup just to break the ice...at least it was supposed to be quick. We ended up spending half the afternoon getting to know each other, telling stories and just laughing. At the end we just sat together in silence, drinks in hand. It wasn't awkward at all, it was nice, you seemed calm and just glad to be out and talking with no pressure.

We traded playlists after that. I'm usually pretty stuck on what I listen too (metal, rap, blues, classical, etc) and don't really stray too far from that; I don't know how you did it but you introduced me to some pretty cool stuff.

After the hectic days at work feeling too exhausted to really go out and....try, we would have a laid back watch party alternating what movies or shows to binge....you always fell asleep first :p

I've been thinking of the dates I planned and how they always had at least one thing that didn't go according to plan. I had no clue it was supposed to rain that day, I mean it never rains here. You still enjoyed them though.

I was looking at the photos of you I took with my camera. That impromptu photo shoot we had when I got my new 85MM lens. You were shy at first but after the first few you just seemed comfortable. The camera loves you. Why wouldn't it? You're gorgeous and you're amazing. I mean, you put up with me and my weird quirks. My face constantly in a book about some obscure topic....or a romance novel. You even encourage my ridiculous passion projects like creative writing and my endless tinkering with technology....please don't ask how much my keyboard costs, it's the thocc that counts.

Anyways like I said I have been thinking about you. Not just where we've been but where we are going. I feel like there is so much more to you that I can explore......want to explore. Why don't you send a message so we can start exploring, together?

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