Hi there. Sincerest apologies for the long post.

Its been a year and a half since i bid farewell to the obligation towards a person with whom i had been for almost 4 years. It took me 6 long months to end my pathetic disposition and get over the lamentation.

But as they say, there are no free lunches. I paid for those 6 months by diminishing my ability to feel good things, putting on weight, being grumpy and suspicious. They were beyond hard, and i guess they are supposed to be that way. It was for me. I shut out most of my friends which severed any attempts of help reaching to me.

Fast forward to 2022, i secured a once in a life time opportunity to redeem myself in my own eyes snd plunged myself into the abyss of hard, unforgiving, ruthless realm of WORK ! I had managed to secured a huge order for the business and with came the golden opportunity of meeting new people, new challenges, new avenues to put myself to work and get over my misfortune. And i thank my lucky stars that i did get over it. It caused a change so phenomenal that i was not shy to reach out to my friends and people anymore. Got connected with my trainer and mustered the courage to change my ways of being. 4 years worth of investment yielded in a very unexpected way for me.

A friend of mine after pestering me for god knows how many weeks finally convinced me to put myself out there and hope for the best. His words “. you’ve been through hell and back, what more bad could happen ?” Resonated true.

So here I am, putting myself out in the grind and courageously hoping for the best. I sincerely and a bit naively too, hope to meet a girl and anxiously explore how things progress.

If it sounds too good to be true, then Maybe it is. Follow your gut. I know I do. The write up is not to impress anyone but a feeble attempt of expressing genuineness and authenticity.

Hope i resonate with like minded people.