I have never been popular or being good at “ playing the game” I just want to be honest and show how I feel. I improbably to open for my own good. But I don't like holding back stuff. My health problems and that I can't work is most likely the big reason why I'm single. And my future is really unclear.

Was going to tell you about my surgeries next but I realized that I only have written about my negative sides so let's take a break from that and write about why you should give this Swede a chance. I like to make people feel good with compliments and give them a lot of my time. Sending a cute good morning message is the best. So if you want to receive a “ good morning my love hope you slept well. You mean so much to me “ then I'm the man for you. And if you feel like that was pathetic then just skip me please 🙏🏼 no negative stuff needed. And I'm a good listener. I will be there for you

So back to the negative 😂 I have hydrosefalus. It has to do with the water that protects the brain. It's constantly changing. But my water didn't disappear they wey it should. So I have a small pump whit a small plastic tube implanted. And when everything works as it should. I'm normal. Sadly it malfunctioned so I ended up having six surgeries in one year 7 years ago. And because of that I now have brain tiredness. And that changes my whole life. I have to meditate every 2 -3 hours, I can only walk 200-300m now after a big setback, I can't be in a large group of people. And if a push too much I risk collapsing. And for the past 5 years, I have had so many setbacks. A half a year ago I was up on 700m two times a day. Now it's only 200-300m two times a day. So it feels like it doesn't matter how much I fight I always end up on step one again. I tried some meds a year ago that would both give my brain more energy and to prevent big setbacks. Sounds good right? But no. 32 days in my pulse is between 130-94 ( when im in bed ) stopped with them So now I'm back on step one again and in even worse conduction than before. So everything I try fails 7 years of fighting has taken me nowhere. I have never been a lucky person and I never will be. I play all my cards right play by the rules. But everything still goes to shit.

I really hope that my luck will change with this post and that I will meet that girl that will make me smile. But I really want to be clear this will not be a one sided where you do all the work and feel sorry for me. Absolutely not. I will do my part and I hope that this will be 50/50 where we push watch other to become better. Where we laugh and smile tougher ❤️ let's do this together ❤️ age doesn't matter as long as you are over 18 and yes if you are older you are welcome too

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