Why do you worry. Disney movies are really bull shit. None of them reinforce a positive message. Screw them, screw looking good. Screw dating apps. None of those are real life, if you ask me. Just take care of yourself and conduct yourself properly, and take time to interact with others. I know the last bit is the hardest, but there is no growth without hardship. Every person is a seed, and they need everything in right amounts to grow. You cant have too much water or soil. It cant be too dark. You need nitrogen and phosphorus and all those minerals. Without even one of those, it will be difficult to grow and survive. Right now, you are like the barefoot man. You can go where you wish, without worrying about your shoes. Sure, it will hurt more, but you can climb any mountain, walk any road. You dont have to worry about where you left your shoes, or if they will get damaged. The first step will be the hardest, but keep going and you will find you have grown more than any other damn weed out there, as a rose. A rose is loved more than any weed (except actual weed, i think), and you definitely have the potential to not only become a rose, but the entire rose bush. Good luck my friend, dont let the paltry bring you down. This world is ours for the taking, and take it we must. Take control of your life, no matter how difficult it is, otherwise, you may end up as the onlooker in your own life, with no control. Life is too short for regrets. If you feel like doing something, do it. Its better to attempt and fail than skip and regret( except crime, dont do crime). Never live a life that will fill you with regret. Because chances are that you wont live past 100, so you dont even have to live with the cringe for too long.