I say "settle in" because my last post was relative to this same topic. I have been at my job a little over a month now, and I really like it. I like all of my coworkers, no problems with anyone. Its not that far. Granted I have had to walk like twice in the snow but I am not even really tripping. I am not going to look at it like I had to, I am looking at it as I get to. I ate lunch today when they ordered for us, I am weird about eating around people , I guess just kind of shy after being so alone for so long. But when they offered I got something, that is pretty big for me. Its not like im not hungry either, cause I can eat lol. Im just weird.

So the job is great. People are great. Even the workout, cause normally I have my bike, its pretty great. Like I cant complain.

My reason for posting here today, is because my last post I had such a doomed outlook and I have kept pushing , in only a months time I am warming up and even dare I say developing relationships. Granted not the romantic kind, but that leads me to this last part.

I have a huge crush on this girl I work with. She works in a different "department" but we see eachother a lot throughout the day. We seem to have a bit in common from the time I have known her , just talking when we're free. She's right around my age, and has her shit together , more so than me.... She is super beautiful. Cute , sexy, and sassy all in one. Smart too.

Lol I can't even say if I am in her ballpark but maybe that's me selling myself short. Less the not having my own place, I am not that bad off.

Anyways I just had to put it somewhere. I'm thinking about this chick and I gotta stop. I don't know if its a good idea to make any kind of pass or move cause again I really like my job. And I don't wanna make it awkward or get fired. Its not like I can't go without.

On the other hand, How long have I been asking, What if?.........