After years of loneliness and being forever alone, I finally found someone on r/fadating, and these couple of months have been amazing for me, I cried back then cause finally I got someone that will love me and won't be fa anymore, we planned on meeting irl but I'm so scared that this guy will see me irl and see me ugly and he would reject me, nowadays I've been obsess with going on a diet and working out cause I plan to have a flat stomach and abs, I'm so scared that this is my only chance of getting out of being an FA and I ended up fucking it all up, I just need to let this out because I'm very anxious that all these months will go down in drain just because I look like a trash.