I can't take this shit anymore. I think tonight is literally going to kill me. I just want to breakdown in tears, I want to just curl into a ball and cry till I can't cry no more. I need to let it out but I can't. I hurt everyone and anyone I talk to. I literally just can't.

Please... Anyone...

Now that uni is over. I'm literally going to back in hell 24/7. I can't take it. I need an outlet. I seriously have nothing to bring me back to uni. No memories. No friends. Nothing. I just can't.

I don't know how long I can keep this going. How long I can hold it in. How long anything. I'm a failure, a reject, an asshole and in pain.

Today should be one of the happiest days of my life. But it's not, I feel alone. I feel like crap. I feel like it's not worth it anymore. I feel like anything and everything I have done has been for nothing.