So, to paint you a short story of my situation I'll give you good and bad upfront.

Good: I have slept with 6 women, one relationship for a year. Others short week or two things.

Bad: 9 years later I am still alone. Was alone till 22, then 27 had the year relationship and since then, nothing. No friends, no one to talk to and over the years do to medical issue can't stand or walk for longer than 15 or 20 minutes meaning I've gained 100 lbs on a 6'2" frame. I have autism and adhd so I have a lot to say yet no one to discuss with. Again, no friends or job as on disability now. Live alone with my loving dog.

Goal: Get back to shape at any means neccasary. Find a friend or two to relate with. Meet some attractive girl(s) to communicate and have fun with. Create income separate 5han what I'm surviving off of.

Doing all these things are difficult seeing as they all interconnect. I'm great at talking if given the chance, just never have the opportunity since live by self and no job. Don't have funds to go places.

I need to get in shape to take on work seriously again and not be in pain constantly due to back. This will lead to me being outside long enough to meet people. Have money to do anything is important. Not fancy $100 outings but cheep $10-15 to have gas and afford fast food for yourself.

So, yes I'm alone. Forever, no, but long time yes. Friends=no, family=hate and options=zero

Seriously, this sucks to go weeks without having a two sentence response heard or question asked or presence desired. Forget intimacy at the moment, I want to focus on the bleakness of it all

Where do I start?