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Tonight in a desperate attempt to have some social interaction not work related I decided to ask my friends/roommates to hang out. Instead they would rather "play league" and "jerk it" then do anything with me while they live down the fucking hallway. Guess I'm just going to drink myself into a stupor and try to skip the next few hours of my life like I always do when I have the next day off.
You know there's just this small voice in the back of my mind continually trying to give me hope. "Maybe one day you will find a girl and actually have the courage to talk to her. Maybe one day these dating sites will work out." When I can't even get pretty much the only friends I have IRL to hang out though then what's the fucking point. I feel the hope just slowly dying everyday and pretty soon I'll just be a hollow shell just wasting the days away until I finally die. As if I'm not already just a hollow shell. Man, I sure did a good job meeting all of the hopes and dreams of my child self. I hate being a complainer like this, but it's not like I have anything to be happy about.
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