It's one of the few things that makes me happy anymore.

I don't have many hobbies. I'm a musician, but depression usually saps my creativity and energy. Exercise is one of the last things I can find the motivation to do.

I don't think lifting will get more women attracted to me, and I don't care if it doesn't. But I do have very low self-esteem and fitness is one of the last things I can think of to improve it.

I've tried every other technique in the book, but being this lonely for so long it just doesn't work anymore.

More than anything else, I just wish I had more going on in my life.

I'm so obsessed with reaching my goal but I don't even want to reach my goal if it'll be like this.

I wish I had other sh*t to worry and stress about but I just don't.

I don't have a job, I'm not studying, I have few/no friends, no girlfriend, and few family to talk to, and I can't just complain to my mother forever about all my problems.

Might seem like a random topic out of left-field, but I'm sure there's other FA Gymcels who know the feeling.

Just eat, lift, video games, r/ForeverAlone, and sleep, repeat it seems.

I was encouraged to post this because lately I've become bored with video games and can't immerse myself into them anymore like I used to.

Fitness is constantly on my mind.

Fitness and the possibility of being alone forever are the only two things I have to worry about in my life, so worry about them I do, 24/7/365.