Man, I am usually pretty jaded about my FA status. It really doesn't degrade my quality of life that much. I consider myself a relatively happy person, I am successful at a career I sort of care about, I have a handful of somewhat distant friends. Life is.. not great, but good enough for someone who will never experience 'love' or any of that other mammal stuff.

But tonight, sitting alone in my living room, watching the World Series, drinking bourbon and smoking a bowl, it hits me: I have no fucking friends. I have a handful of acquaintances who would probably notice if I died, and that's about it. I have no one to sit with and just watch this baseball game, have a drink and smoke a bowl. Or not, I don't even care, I just want another warm body in the room besides my cat, who doesn't seem to care about the game at all.

I have moved way past 'oh gosh, I wish I had a girlfriend/wife/lover character' to 'man, I wish someone just wanted to sit here and watch baseball for a couple hours.' How fucking FA is that, right?

So, /foreveralone, anyone else watching this game alone?