I saw it on social media and looking at her photos my first reaction was like this 'AHHHHHHHH WHY CAN'T THIS HAPPEN TO ME? JUST WHYYYYY' yes like a fucking crazy person. I can't help but taste the bitterness deep in my heart, so easy for other people to get what I really long for and wanted all my enitre existence. I feel like I'm the only one that's left out.

There's 4 of us in a group of friends in college 2 of my homegirls already got married, the other is a lesbian and here I am the only one who hasn't even got a boyfriend 😭 WHY AM I SO CURSED IN THIS LIFE???? JUST WHYY. it doesn't help with the holidays approaching its like being stabbed twice in the heart. Truly double kill for me.