As I’ve mentioned before, I’ve personally have accepted that I’ll be FA for life. But I do have one dating app I use. I don’t expect much from it and I’ve been proven right as I’ve had no matches……until recently.

I had a woman mutually match with me to which she began the conservation. At first I was stunned but I quickly replied back to which we had a week long conservation on the app. We discussed various things about each other and it seemed like there was a connection (IMPO).

Well I decided to take a leap of faith and ask her to meet up in person. After several days, no answer. I guess she could be very very busy but I believe I’ve been ghosted. In reality, it’s probably a good thing she did ghost me. However that week long conservation was the closest thing I’ve ever gotten to being on a date and relationship with a woman. So for that I consider it a success.

I don’t expect to get any more mutual matches for a long time but for a moment it was nice to have a mutual match with a woman and go through the very early stages of going on a date with a woman. For a quick minute, a light shined bright in my darkness and for that, i’m grateful.