I’m a 20 year old male, I’m a college athlete, and I also fight competitively in taekwondo. I’m graduating university a year early with a degree in data analytics, and despite all of this I still feel so unaccomplished and alone. Like I know mentally in my head I’m doing more than most people my age but I still can’t stop myself from hating myself and everything about me. And like I’ve tried but I’ve gotten no romantic success what so ever and like I try to date I’ve been to parties and stuff and I’ve been to more low key events to try and meet people but it always seems like I’m out of place wherever I go and that people aren’t interested. And I don’t mean to sound like oh I’m intitled to a romantic experience because I know that’s not the case and I know that at the end of the day like if I’m not achieving my goals weather it be like romantically socially athletically or academically then there’s something I need to do differently and change but I just don’t see what it is and I don’t know what to change and I’m just out of ideas.