For the record, I'm a dude and I haven't been lucky in love, relationships or with women or men at all and it sucks, so much.

My last relationship was back in 2016 and lasted four months and I don't know how the fuck I did it.

I don't know why but it's legitimately so fucking difficult to find someone who even likes you or wants something serious these days. Yet I see my friends get girlfriends and they've started getting serious with them and what makes it worse is I see my cousins and other family members date girls who are absolutely stunning and they are younger than me and can pull and it's like what the fuck am I doing wrong man....

I don't wanna be alone but it seems like life wants me this way and it's like why? What the fuck did I do to deserve this?

I wanna be loved so badly and I'd settle for even a hug from someone who loves me but my family don't talk to me and my friends (God bless them) can't always be there for me becuase they have girlfriends and lives of their own.

Eventually, I'm gonna be lonely, miserable and depressed while everyone's getting married, having kids and living the sweet, beautiful loving relationships I want so badly.

And don't give me the same bullshit advice people give me... I hate hearing that shit and they can never understand what it's like to see something and never be able to have it.

Maybe it's pathetic, sad and even depressing but I want to be loved man...

What's wrong with me.