TW: drugs

Now he has a girlfriend, and wants to watch with her tonight. I feel so put out. I get that he wants alone time with her, and we hang out plenty; but now I gotta figure out somewhere else to go watch them or pay to watch at home. It's also sad because he's one of the only people I hang out with anymore, and I feel like once he starts settling down with someone he's gonna start phasing me out.

Update: I made plans to watch at another friend's place, and he flaked on me fml

Update pt 2: my other friend ended up calling me at 10 and telling me to come over. He made me wait in front of his apartment until 11, then took me to some frat house. He offered me a line of coke; and in that moment, I relapsed. Then we went in and started watching the fights. After the first one, everyone wanted to go to the bar. As we were leaving, my friend told me he was gonna ditch me if he met any chicks, so I ditched him first and went home before things could get out of hand. Immediately blocked that "friend "