This was around 2 years ago, a few months after my 18th. I was feeling lonely and curious, so i looked into escort sites. I had thought about it a few times over the years. One of my mates even joked hed see an escort if he was still a virgin at 20, so now that i had a bit of money from my new job and transport i decided to book it.

I drove over to the city to meet the woman. I was so nervous but i told myself that id come this far, how could i turn back now. I knocked on the door and the lady opened the door. She was alright, she had one of those outfits on. We introduced ourseleves and briefly chatted, then we went to the bedroom.

Ill skip over the details but it was pretty bogstandard really, not super tame but not extreme. It was awkward af but i enjoyed the feeling and it felt good to be intimate with someone, even a stranger. After we just chatted for a bit.

Overall i view it as a positive experience, i enjoyed it and tbh am shocked i had the balls to do that. Id have to be on smth if i decided to go back now. Obviously im not suggesting this is for everyone but it can help in some cases. Enjoy what you can ig.

Edit: Currently still alone, i had a few chances when i was at uni but i never followed through. And after i dropped out i dont do anything, let alone meet any women. I work and then hang out alone in my room in a shared house. Or ill see my mates and do some sort of drugs. Am trapped in this town and its a shithole tbh. Life sucks.