I first had sex when I was 20. Up until then looking back there were a lot of women that liked me but I never thought anyone did. I even had girls sleep in my bed but didn’t do anything because I thought they just wanted to be friends or something. After a while of me not making a move (because I didn’t think they liked me) they stopped wanting to be friends. Only Now do I get why.

Then in my final year I met someone. She was very direct and I could see she may like me so asked her out. We went on a few dates, would come back and kiss but nothing happened. Then one day she got fed up and told me she wanted to have sex with me so we went out, then came back to my room and got naked. I was so hard, put on a condom but I couldn’t get it in. She was trying but it wouldn’t go in. It was really awkward and I stopped and told her it was ok. A few days later we talked and I told her it was ok if we didn’t have sex, and she was quiet. And I was embarsssed as I had never had sex. She was 19 and hot and I was sure she was really experienced. Eventually I got up the courage told her I had never had sex and almost cried. She laughed. And smiled and told me that she was a virgin and also never had sex either. We fell asleep and then I went back to my dorm room.

The next day she came over and we took our time and we got me inside her. I fucked her and exploded. It was the best orgasm I ever had up to then (obviously) and I just started giggling. She asked me what was wrong and I just told her it was really good.

We dated for a year. I really loved her. We fucked multiple times a day, and she dragged me to every public room in the building we lived (it was a big dorm of like 50-100 single rooms) - the library, the kitchen, the social room. But then I graduated and we didn’t manage to keep it together. I moved country and she got another boyfriend and I was really really jealous. We tried to stay friends but it kind of faded after that. I was always embarrassed because I was older and didn’t have as much experience with the women I was with after that first experience.