I need to know I have an appointment the 19th and need it and want it so bad I don’t wanna do anything to mess it up I’m 19 been doing fentanyl for 3 years I’m just tired of the anxiety of knowing you got no money for dope and trying to figure out how your gonna get it and the depression of doing drugs all day while my friends have this and that I’ve done rehab 3 times in the past 6 months the last one which was a week ago I got out still withdrawling since I left on my 4th day and I always go home an relapse I’ve only had 40 days of clean time in 3 years which was just 2 months ago it’s weird because I keep going back to using because I’m bored like what the fuck is wrong with me man