Maybe its that I’ve had so much time to myself during the pandemic. I’ve gone through a metamorphosis in these past 10 years and it seems like so much more time has gone by than just these 2 years.

I know who I am and what I want, I can envision it and I’m working towards it. But recently, I’ve been desiring having kids and a family, I think. I don’t know what it is. Maybe its the loneliness. Maybe its the isolation of the pandemic. Maybe its the time thinking and reevaluating life. Maybe its friends who are recently pregnant. Maybe its my age. I don’t know what it is. I think I’m kind of all over the place, wanting and needing connection.

Just wanted to put my thoughts out there and maybe there are others feeling the same way.