It was a simple life a few years ago, when the porn you saw didn't need to be the most disgusting dark place of the internet. But now your eyes slowly open, the blood rushes to your brain as you see the first slap hit the girls' soft cheek. All you do by now is imagine its you.

You in fact have gotten your pain and sexual pleasure responses so linked that the idea of seeing a man just assert himself makes you imagine yourself tied up in his house as a house slave.

The idea of ownership also really entices you. A mark on you. Finally letting your stressed brain get that release even if that means it requires you to fulfll every whim and fantasy of this man. Its less stressful. Its true to you.

You know this is you, because your heart beats faster reading this.