Hello everyone,

I have this Domme that I have been talking to online and she is everything I could hope for in a Domme. She is caring and lovely but strict at the same time takes time to hear me out and what I have to say. We have slowly progressed from casual conversation of getting to know each other to some pretty heavy scenes and sessions. We had a pretty heavy scene the day before yesterday and yesterday morning. Since then she hasn't replied to any of my messages and I am experiencing a pretty bad sub drop and am spiraling a bit. I don't know what to do anymore and all the insecurities, self loathing, self doubts and everything are coming back up. I am also having nausea and shakes.

Any help the community can provide is much appreciated. Thank you in advance and I hope anyone reading this has a good day.