Thank you for taking the time to read this. I am writing this hoping to express some latent thoughts I’ve had recently and look for a little guidance and care.

For a decade I’ve had the dominant daddy persona the one that’s caring, nurturing and loving and needs a beautiful clingy little girl to make feel complete. It’s been there since the beginning and isn’t going anywhere.

In the last few years something else has stirred, the desire to be taken, broken, remade, and loved for it, the need to submit. I didn’t think it was possible to reconcile those to sides of myself till I met a lovely little girl that broke my heart (long story) but what she did teach me was that there was a possibility for both part of me to be loved and accepted.

With that realization unfortunately there’s no going back to the way things were. I’ve posted ads on my main (Dom) account over the years with moderate success in meeting interesting women. I’m worried showing this side of myself will be a major turn off.

Ok enough mushy over analyzing. All in all I’d say my desires switching breakdown is 80%Dom/20%sub. I like leading the relationship but like a girl that wants to take the reigns or is ok with me handing them over when all the stress of life becomes too much.

Would like some encouraging words so I don’t feel like I lost my needle in a haystack. I’m honestly not sure on how to meet sweet h women as they are not the type I typically attract.

Thanks for reading.