🚫Edit: DONT DM ME NO NONSENSE! Youll be BLOCKED! Not an invite to sloppily pimp yourself to me🚫

[Edit2: Think I was slightly misunderstood in my last post but its okay I will still take the advice gotten. I hope to articulate better what I was actually trying to say. Its not that I dont love myself. Or feel not worthy of my desires really its more of a ive never fully tested the water so im extremely shy and nervous about it in a good way!! Thank you for the kind words regardless they mean a lot to me but I just wanted to really maybe find some understanding with said feelings. Like I want the full control but I fear it and it causes me slight anxiety to have it at the same time. Im not sure how to explain besides I feel “crazy” kind of when I think about having that total power. Maybe its linked to something deeper but same time it might just be lack of experience]

Im pretty sure others far and wide has dealt with this as a domme. But like at first did giving into your full dom desires scare you. Idk why it scares me so bad or maybe its also just lack of familiarity with being in that space often. Like ive had subs before but only one ive gotten extremely physical with bc i got my own place yada yada. But also its not like a 100% i want to run away type of fear its like an exciting fear at the same time. I love the feeling of having all the power and deciding a mans fate, breaking them down to nothing before building them back up piece by piece but I also get extremely shy about it which is funny. Its just like this big bubble in my chest id like to know how to get over or does it not ever fully go away? How did you deal with the nerves or like for those who do deal with diagnosed anxiety is it just a forever thing? Any advice id be greatful for👍🏿